maybe it is because my weight seems to be "sticking" more than it ever has before! which is annoying me more than it ever has before...
maybe because i am not really enjoying my job these days. or because there is another job i want. actually, it isn't even a job that exists - but i sent my cv off to someone and they asked to meet me and have a chat. so if you pray, please pray that they'll say "sure come and work with us part time on your terms!" ;-)
or is it because my 3 1/2 year old, who breezed through the "terrible two's" seems older, wiser, and seems to be making up for lost time? really he is a good boy - i guess he just has his days too - and today it collided with one of mine. so that leaves me tired and a little fragile - particularly if i don't feel i handled things as well as i could have.
funny though, that the ones that can cause us the most stress in a day, can also give us the most joy!
tonight D is away fishing. and it is the perfect opportunity for me to catch up on lots and lots and lots of sleep, but i had a pile of folding and a pile of ironing. so i did the folding, pushed the ironing board to the side and pulled out two years worth of magazines to browse through. and found the perfect birthday cake for N and i to make on Sunday. he is looking forward to blowing out the candle for me... (notice i said the candle!)
