December 24, 2009

thinking

it can be a scary thing when you decide to change the things that have defined who you are as a person for a long time. it is strange because i literally woke up one morning last week and decided this is it. will i recognise me? i don't think there will be much that is new - just letting an old me resurface.
i'm glad this has come to me before New Years or i would have thought it was just another unrealistic pipe dream. but it came of its own accord, and i think to stay.
for now though, the night before Christmas, the tiramisu is in the fridge, the turkey stuffing is made, the turkey is waiting to be stuffed and David is in the backyard putting up the kids new trampoline. it is only 11:45pm afterall...

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